19. at school.

OKAY!
well, in tutor, dead bored, so i thought i would post a blog.
had a bit of an issue with someone this morning but i dont think i'm meant to speak about it in a blog so don't worry. ha.

i have a gcse parents evening tonight which should be fun. haha.

!!!

okay..

woah.

i haven't posted a blog in a while.

but here it is.

okay so on sunday i thought.. yeahh.. i have to take a test to go to boarding school.

i thought it was in june or something.

they call me up on monday..

and tell me..

IT'S THIS FRIDAY.

i was in shock haha.

i started crying... dick'ed.

because the thing is.. and no-one really understands this, is that i want to go to boarding school more than anything in the whole world. it's my lifetime goal, so far.

(that.. and to marry robert pattinson and have his babies. corr)

so.. thursday night.

i'm so worried about tomorrow.

i have 4 exams. and 2 interviews.

bollocks.

i am quite proud of what i'm wearing though.

looks nice.

so yeah.. canford..

crossed fingers, eh!?

tbh.

hello.. what.. the few people that actually read this.

today i went to school.

my god.

tutor.. didn't do much.. read elle magazine.

english .. we talked about time & the truth .. oh.. and what is fact and what is opinion. and chris was annoying me because he kept contradicting EVERYTHING. 

umm forgot what i had second period.

double music tech is the most boring thing in the world.

no one good is in my set except effie..

ms. blondel HATES ME. and tbh, i hate her.

she just cant be bothered with me.

I DIDN'T EVEN CHOOSE MUSIC TECH.. WHY SHOULD I HAVE TO DO IT?!?!

spanish was funny, as always.

and maths was bloody boring today.

his voice just annoys me.

and the way he says: H

i hate people to say H-aych.

its said like fucking AY-CH!!

i really want to go to canford.

i'm doing a test for it soon i think :)

i'm really ill!! well..

the painters are in.. if you know what i mean.

ahaha. i hope you don't know what i mean.

it hurts like hell!!!!

i'm listening to kings of leon - use somebody REMIX

it's amazingggg.

anyways, going to love you & leave you.

xxx

the last few days.

wow.

okay well..

yesterday was funny.

had PE.. yaaaawn. what is with that bloody teacher? she gets back from maternity leave. and HELLO... FUCKING STRESSY. told me off for having a hoodie when it's like.. -6 degrees. and FREEZING. god. but i didn't do PE because i have a hole in my foot. (long story)

then maths was great because i brought in a whole packet of chocolate digestives (asda brand) and me and ikaa were trying to eat them without crunching too loud. and he didn't realize we had them anyway. i love sitting next to ikaa in maths. we just have so much fun and don't get ANY work done. we eat.. talk.. doodle.. and.. throw biscuits at veronique. HA.

umm the rest of the day was boring. french assessment. & english assessment. YAWN.

i got moved around in literally all my lessons. i hate it. because i have to sit next to weirdoes, except maths because i sit next to jess. ( L ) haha. 

but it was okay because i didn't have homework. i never get homework. it's cool.

at 6 me and my parents & brother went to the aita's for dinner. it was really cool. i was talking to tiffany who is my friend with amazing hair. and had great fun.

it's weird having a dinner party on a school night. haha.

today was boring.

mr. kalim is a shit with halitosis and he makes me want to puke.

mrs. partridge is a bitch. i hate her.

AARRGGH.

got home and put my sparkly head band on. and took some pictures. 

then went downstairs and mum's friend louisa was here. so i talked to her for a bit.

then mum told me they were going to london tonight.. so home alone tonight. well, when i say alone, i mean with my dad and brother, but seeing as they are zoned out on x-box i am basically home alone.

rice pudding for tea then. :)

i reeeeeeeeeeeeeaally want those urban outfitters glasses. 

they are nerd glasses. but they have leopard print frames. LUSHHH.

and i want another prada bag, because mine is getting a bit olddd.

my foots hurts.

and so does my tummy.

xxxx

13

today was my first day back at school.

it was funny.

but, i got really annoyed in french because i always sit next to lewis burrell.. and he's really funny. we nevr get any work done. just chilllllll y'know?? 

and JUST BECAUSE.. umm.. i didn't catch up with one tiny little table that i knew already.. (she treats me like a spaz when actually i'm really good at french) i got moved right to the front, and i have to sit on my own.

and lewis gets to sit with all of his mates!! and it's soo fucking annoying.

because i hate being a loner in lessons. god.. this paragraph sounds SO childish.

ANYWAY.

fuck it i'm going to keep complaining.. i think i have the right to seeing how my day went.

don't you just hate it how some friends tell you they love you, then bitch about you behind your back.. i do.

AHHRGGHHHH!!!

I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING.

i think i will talk to harry taylor.

he makes it all better.

FOR FUCK SAKE.

fucking stressed.

the day before yesterday, i thought everything was going to be alright..

like.. i felt really happy for once, like there was nothing that could bring me down.

haha.. WRONG!

fucking idiot.

i'm not going to name names because i'm not a stupid twat like he is.

soo angry.

btw.. no red writing. that isnt bitching because i told him to his face.

HA!